A very nice interview with a lovely CD lady (one day soon to be TS lady) from USA, meet Nikki Cordova.
BTG: Can you tell us a bit about yourself?
Nikki: Hi My name is Nikki Cordova, my origins are Spanish, French, German and Mexican. I’m a 52 yr MTF but still living as a male must of the time but hopefully soon to be full time.
BTG: Can you tell us about the origin of you female name?
Nikki: Funny story! I always love the name Nikki I even name our dog Nikki. Nikki to me is a strong sexy name for a women!
BTG: About when did you start to crossdressing?
Nikki: At first I would say it was a pantyhose fetish. When I was around 6-7 I loved looking at women’s legs. When i was around 11-12 I tried some on. I was instantly hooked and as i wore them it progressed to crossdressing.
BTG: What about your personal relationships and your crossdressing?
Nikki: I hid my crossdressing my whole life until 2009. I didn’t want anyone to know about me being a young CD in the late 70’s and early 80’s wasn’t acceptable in Utah! I thought i was crazy doing this!
BTG: You told us you wife knows about your crossdressing, can you tell us how did you find such an amazing supporting wife?
Nikki: I’m so lucky!!! I meet her back in 1987 at work I was her trainer. I keep my secret about dressing up since I was about twelve yrs old. We dated on and off for four years. Then in 1994 she moved in with me at my house with her daughter. In 1995 we got married and she didn’t know anything about my crossdressing. But in 2009 she found my outfits. She thought i was cheating. I told her it was my stuff and put some on. I was crying like a baby we talked for like over five hours about me hiding this all these years, even my Mum and Dad didn’t now! My wife knew i was different from other guys. for the beginning when we meet. She is a very dominative kind of women, I was never as dominative as a guy so it work out great. She loves her new girlfriend and her husband equally.
BTG: What is crossdressing to you?
Nikki: Crossdressing at the begin was a release of tension in my teens and twenties as i mutual I felted like this was always me. I always looked feminine. I had long hair and would rather play with the neighbour girls then the boys. I never had an attraction to males. I would say I was so attracted to females I want to be one!
BTG: Is there anything you’d like to say to other young crossdressers?
Nikki: Yes!! Be yourself!! Don’t hide your inner self! Don’t waste your life cause status quo says no! Talk to your family. If family doesn’t agree seek a good therapist that deals with Trans/CD issues! In other words “Don’t wait”!!
BTG: How do you see yourself in the next 5-10 years?
Nikki: Good question…Before five years Full time women!
BTG: Wow, what made you decide to go from CD to TS?
Nikki: I believe most CDs that started early in their childhood had down deep wanted to be a girl but were too young to understand their inner feelings. Like myself. Being a kid growing up in the 70s I had no idea what was going to work with me! On the other hand CDs that started in their late teens to adult I believe it’s more of a fetish or sexual act.
BTG: Thank you so much for your time Nikki!
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